The First Blog

So this blog is for me to write about my weight loss and let out some frustration at the same time. Most of the things will be related to weight loss, however I think it will be good for me to write about some of the things I deal with on a regular basis so people can get to know me a little better. Please realize that the things I talk about come honestly from me and are not a ploy of any kind.

Some people have told me that I act like nothing is wrong, but they obviously don't know the type of person I am. I do my best everyday to serve God's people. Some of these people don't understand that and therefore will backfire at me because they are uncomfortable with someone who wants to help them. I honestly just try to be a good person and with the way society is today, majority of people take that completely wrong because they are so used to someone cheating them or doing for their own gain. To those people who have confused my actions as something else, know that I am someone who forgives people really quickly. And while you may still be thinking that I'm mad or upset at you for something you said to me, I'm not.

I have learned through my church to forgive people, because we will be judged/forgiven the way we judge/forgive other people. That is another reason you will notice that I have ALL TYPES of friends. I don't always run to one type of person. I believe everyone should be given a fair judgement from the beginning. I try to appreciate everyone for who they are and try to learn from everyone. Believe me, those people that are close to me I treat like my brothers and sisters, but if we aren't REALLY close, don't think I'm not here for you. Even those of you that have assumed that I said something or meant something a certain way, just remember I don't judge and I forgive very quickly.

I have been hurt by several people. Recently, some people have completely shocked me. While that hurt on my soul still lingers in the back of my mind, it will never give me a reason to mistreat or disrespect any of you in anyway. I realize this may be different for you. I know you are probably used to "upsetting someone" and then they completely ignore you and forget about you. I won't do that! I know one day this month I completely shocked someone just by saying hello to them after they had done something to me that truly hurt. They just stopped and looked at me, then looked at the ground confused as to why I would speak to them.